Maybe the Dark is worth it. To flirt with total desperation. To not jump from the cliff, but dangle your feet over the edge. Treat the unstable ground on which you tread like a tight-rope, one foot always in the air, ready to come down but not.
I can't fight it alone, but I can't:
create
focus
invest
if I ingest
all the pretty blueandpink tablets they keep handing me. So it's a sacrifice I'm willing to make. Make up my mind to lose it so at the end of the day I'll have something to show and a decent story to tell.

I can do anything with my Darkness in tow. We struggle, we fight, and sometimes we destroy. But we're learning to dance instead. To give and to take.
I can be the hero,
Villian
I can be the lover,
Monster
I can sleep now.